hmm,

so interesting that one remark can spark off so many comments. haha ppl questioning me which part of e rafflesian community i'm in, the 90% or e 10%, and giving me a whole long string of words some of which i hav nvr seen b4 =P and yes tht's an ironic statement coz i can't really categorize myself into e 10%. i break my own fair share of rules man haha. but i view myself in regard tht i can be serious wen need be. i guess tht everyone has their own porblems in character. e standard rafflesian hallmark is i'd say almost impossible yup but its probably juz a matter of how far we r frm it. some r closer lyk e 10% some r further lyk e rest. perhaps. *shrugs* haha we often do things noeing wad they truely mean but still plundge into it. forget it tis isn't e pt of tis entry anyway.

and yes today was late. again. haiz. i really needa tak more measures 2 make sure i get up on time man. my sis forgot 2 set her alarm clock. i forgot e reset mine b4 going 2 sleep after doing e loci supplymentry and yah u get e rest of e story. had to tak a cab to sch, missed bout e 1st lesson block. hmm i guess i hav 2 do something about it. cannot afford 2 be so reliant and irresponsible.

ok had some award ceremony today as well. lee hock ley award ceremony or something. yup he was an old boy and wen he passed away in 1997, he stated in his will that he would donate 2 million dollars 2 e sch. man 2 million wen i saw e cheque i was lyk my god. *mouth hanging* i nvr seen a cheque wif such a large sum b4. i tink we will receive e interest generated or something. yah. den after tht at reception we were chatting wif HM and he was lyk toking bout e rafflesian spirit and asking whether we were passionate rafflesians or not. tinking bout it now, its rather ironic again i guess wif all e fuss i generated wif tht 1 comment. haha din answer his qns man juz smiled coz it'll lyk so fake if i said yes. i dare not say i'm a passionate rafflesian. no i dun tink i'm ready to say i'm there yet.

anyway yah i tink i really pissed a few ppl off in class today. yup. philip for one. probably thought i was blabbering rubbish at e atruim 2dae. well it doesn't matter. as long as there r ppl hu understand and appreciate y we do things its ok i guess. sign. and kenny to a slight bit too. maybe more. haha. actaully i was wondering if he made some comment bout it in my tag board but he din. yah ok so i went overboard asking around bout e maths test. probably shldn't hav done tht. degeneration of e rafflesian spirit and society and here i'm deteriorating it even further. goes to testify myself as a person huh? well wad's done is done can't change it. even though wad i did turned out to be rather pointless in e end, e fact is i still did it. i really shld stop juz criticizing myself and do something bout it.

hmm y do i tink tis yr's founder's day is gonna be so boring? man i mean geezes look at e way its being rushed and e enthusiasm about it and u dun needa psychic to tell. haha maybe it'll juz rain and j. wong would hav 2 cancel e parade for e first time as far as he noes. *bish* evil cedric, yah coz it'll waste e time of all those hu put it effort to put up a display but i guess most ppl wouldn't really minds. haha.

hmmm i really miss e old days i guess. wen we were in sec 2 and life was so much easier and simpler. reminiscing. wen there were so many problems and everything was so focused and orientated and u din question ur life and existance so often. well i guess e times onli come back wen zaidi and i tok bout it. he went thr those days wif me all e way he's probably e one hu understand those times. haha pity now we can onli recall and laugh at ourselves den.

ok yah enuff crap. mum's calling me. still gotta stardee fer hist test tomolo. urgh. ok cyaz ppl.